Anxiety

It's so strange, I'm doing nothing!This is not good not good at all!I'm losing my touch with the english language. I mean sure I can converse through the written word but when it comes to talking..especially expressing my anger words fail me!Is that wierd? My grammar seems to be going to d dogs and life as I have known it seems to be changing..for the worse! I guess I'm just searching for answers..I really don't know..d confusion consumes me..when I think about it I know there is nothing to worry about. Two years and life will hopefully turn around I will find my calling blah blah but I'm so afraid of what I'm losing out on..All I can do is pray to god that I somehow get out of this the same as I was when I came here...I'm so sure I'm losing my mind..HELP!