Signed, sealed, delivered

Ever so bored
Frustrated and ignored
Hating what she's doing
Questioning what she's been told

She looks around her at the life she had
Wondering how she let it get so bad
Knowing it's never easy to take a stand
Against the people who love you and have held your hand

But this restlessness won't let her stay on track
the nice girl mask has begun to crack
The flaws are obvious the pain is real
Now you will know exactly how she feels:

Thank you for all that you have given me
For the love, the care and the security
But now I must question all that you've done
question your motives, each and every one
did u really believe, raise me this way you should
or did u know somewhere deep down this would lead to no good

To answer your question, yes, I'm afraind of what I'll find
Afraid I won't be able to leave the past behind
But seek I must, your answers so hesitant
Simply for the closure they provide, they are pertinent

Don't be afraid love you, I will
Till the very end and beyond, if possible
But with this knowledge, finally I will know
What I am to do and where I am to go

No more nagging doubts, no more living a lie
The world will be my oyster and away I will fly
Away from the pretences, away from the lies
Away from the laughs trying to mask the cries
But as far as I may go, remember you I must
For in the end when it is all over,
of one thing I am always sure
I am yours
That's all there is,
There isn't any more!

ps- this is what happens when I have nothing to do except watch way to many TV dramas